I don't know what to do.
I am angry and upset and I don't know why.
I take it out on people at home, I don't take it out on people at school and end up pushing them away. I have very few friends.
I have no motivation to do anything at all, ever.
I hide myself in books and tv to escape reality.
I don't want to break out of this habit. I like living through others.
It's not good for me.
I don't want to stop.